I PROMISE I'LL BE HAPPY. I REALLY PROMISE

sometimes, i really hate it. i dont know whats 'it' but i just hate it.

i underperformed today.

i scraped my knee & my cheekbone a little while diving, and after bathing,i realised i had more scratches below my collar bone. my forefinger hurts like free now, i pulled my left thigh muscle while training. it didnt hurt that much at first. but after exerting more pressure by running all around, it started to hurt pretty bad. than i thought i would just apply force on the right leg. but i pulled the right thigh muscle (again) while having friendlies with the guys. yay yay yay

yay yay yay.

brigette's leaving to japan by this week.
jiayu's already at KL
weiwei's leaving for hongkong & somewhere else soon
linqiang's leaving for yangshuo tmr
brennon has been gone since forever.

YOU ALL BETTER GET ME SOUVIENIERS.

im no longer close with certain people
i miss george
i miss sirhan
i miss jannie

i miss myself.

yay yay yay yay yay! i lead an exciting life, told ya. everyone's going on a holiday, whereas im stuck down here. the furthest i went was like SENTOSA. best

im feeling so horrible right now, not because of the fact that everyone's going for holiday. well, maybe, but more of.. i'll be so aloneeee........ than i'll be autistic and just face my rubiks cube which is a pirated version and refuse to talk to anyone else. even if its like gerard way or quinn allman. :(

i want my patpat.

please take care of my patpat. (:

batman is at it again.

i dont like!

i hate it when this weird weird weird feeling comes over me. kjdhfluaehjdfljcfndsnaskfhajsldjaleujfldscnjsdfnlashflashdfjalsfjaseuilfjidsjflkdhfajlfhualsdhfsjdcnjldskfhajlsfhajlsdhajlsdfhljdfhdjklhljashdfsekuh!!!!!

okay. im not feeling any better. whatever.

my finger hurts. it swelled up just now at macs for no apparent reason, when i was doing math. weird weird weird. i hope the placebo effect works. i have every intention to like kill myself. no, kidding

aiyer, why liddat!? czechoslovakia.

emo emu.

emu emo.

emu dies

emo lives on.

whhy?

i dunno

gd night.

THE shocking STAYOVER allowed :D

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i did math with lq today. met up soyah & ate at kembangan which we then went back to reservoir to lepak. such a nice place during the night.

NEBO/STAYOVER

THE BEACH TOUCH PHOTOS. warning: rather bimbotic. HAHAHHA.













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stayed over at oo's place! WALAO, like first time in my entire life, suddenly my mom allowed. she never liked me staying at pple's house, cos she scared i'll like disturb them or something. but oh well. she was still rather worried. AND I, after having all the fun & laughter, i think i missed home a little. maybe i wasn't used to the environment, somemore my first time to oo's house. aiyo.

i rmber when i was damn young that time, my mom allowed me to stay over at this friend's house(she & the mother were friends), WAH, i cried the entire night, saying i wanna go back. HAHAAHHAHA. i think that was more than 10 years ago alr. i still rmber vividly that i was sobbing into a foreign bolster and what struck me was that the arms that always hugged me to sleep wasn't there. *touching, :D

will upload the camwhoring moments at the next post, for now..

there's 1 eqn that we've came up during the stayover.

sylvia = joke.

jiayu laughs like mad. HAHAHAHAH

it was my first time...

BEACH TOUCH IS OVER! (:

it was rather devastating, considering the fact that we were left with 3 players, tiatia(cap), weiwei, and me, which meant that if we were on attack, we can't roll subs, cos apparently there's no subs to roll. *smacks forehead.

tiatia & i were discussing about the issue of 3 players last night, we were more concerned of whether will the organiser, nEbo disqualify us due to our lack of players, thankfully not. cos if they were to disqualify us, we'll probably sulk the entire day with our faces blacker than my current sunburnt. HAHA. EH WALAO, YOU QIAN LI TIAO TIAO come all the way to sentosa, of cos must play right! if not sun tan iszit?! like that i might as well just lie down at my void deck or go east coast, where the heat is also relatively high! AIYO.

it was my first time, going to sentosa after like i think more than 2 years,
it was my first time going to VIVO CITY (throw face i tell you)
& it was my first time eating at carls junior. :D

will post the bimbotic photos we cam whored after mai sends me. (:

but actually, ok la, beach touch was like the ultimate fun, although we had a hard time running on the sand which was more suited for bollywood filming. tripped, slid, dived, jumped, pushed, practicalyl everything. (:

major abrasions everywhere, hurt like cow. but oh well, the price to pay for fun. moreover, got so many free stuff, i love free teeshirts, HAHAHAHA. cheapo la. but they got me a super oversized one. like WOAH oversized. I LIKE. big big baggy baggy, more cooling.

sometimes, we're too concern on winning the game until we forget the process, and also that we're not playing for ourselves, but for our fellow mates. we often go solo, and too eager to win, which probably made us sulk instead of smiling all day long.

other than that, i should attend to my wounds now. ):

OMGOMGOMG, DID I MENTION IM FREAKING BURNT!?

i am bored

got it from sylvia...

You are 73% eccentric.

Not fitting in can be a real problem for you. You just don't understand your peers and their interests, but you can usually pass yourself off as fairly normal - enough to hold down a job anyway.

Are You An Eccentric?
Quizzes for MySpace

i knew it! HAHAHAH.

What stereotype do you belong to? Your Result: Punk listens to punk rock, has many piercings, wears a lot of black, hair is dyed unnatural colors, plays guitar, wears clothes that stand out, only likes colors combined with black
No stereotype
Emo
Loner
Gamer
Jock
Preppy
geek/nerd
What stereotype do you belong to?

the emo emu uh?

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Literature Nerd Does sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category perfectly! You love the power of the written word and it's eloquence; and you may like to read/write poetry or novels. You contribute to the smart people of today's society, however you can probably be overly-critical of works. It's okay. I understand.
Drama Nerd
Social Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Musician
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Anime Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

leet! (:

Your Language Arts Grade: 100%

Way to go! You know not to trust the MS Grammar Check and you know "no" from "know." Now, go forth and spread the good word (or at least, the proper use of apostrophes).

Are You Gooder at Grammar?
Make a Quiz

i shpreak proper engrish orhkay.

What type of Emo are you??? Your Result: Awesome/Emotastic Emo! You are an Awesome/Emotastic emo! It may be that you have other traces of different labels like punk or goth which is great. That is what makes you awesome! Keep up the emoness!
Depressed Emo :(
Poser Emo!!!
Gay Emo/Stupid Emo
Not an Emo......
What type of Emo are you??? See All Our Quizzes

HAHHAHHAHAHA

bored like mad

the BLACK parade

THEY ARE COMING!

OMG!
SO EXCITING.

the saddest thing is i won't be there. ARGH. my lao niang dont allow. SHE. DON'T. ALLOW.

but its okay. it's okay lynette.

did i mention i like white fungus? i do. my mind's in a slightly messed up condition right now, i don't know why. and i don't feel good about it.

anyway, cutting away all the sappy sobbish emoish stuff, i've been spending alot of time with tia tia. HAAHAHAHAHAHA. both of us were looking at alice in a very very funny way. to the extent of laughing out loud. HAHAHAHAHA. and also talking about lots of people. all the scandals and everything, i can practically hear her saying 'scandalous' right now.

OH OH, and tiatia asked me the 'either or' qns which were rather hard to answer and and and incredibly hilarious. i kept laughing to myself on my way home with my dad. HAHAHAHA. my dad says im mad.

lq has kidnapped my rainbow. tsk tsk tsk. now i can't sleep without it. he attempted to kidnap my red red hairband. but lucky I SAW. HAHAHA. not really. i did treasure hunting, and threatened with his ipod. smart right! *pats on my own shoulder, good job nette!

and val is simply hilarious. the bathroom incident was the ultimate. i think it's the joke of the century, the joke of the entire human race.

okay, i shall go hear my backstreet boys old old old backstreet's back album already. i miss old school. heeeheeeeheeeheee

it feels so great to use the comp. WOOOSH

brown brown

i had so many stuff to blog about actually. the ideas were like filling up my mind during the bus ride home. but now, STM yo.

before anything, HELLO MUNGENTS! please go bathe. although this blog is a little dusty, it doesnt mean you come come here NOT showered yet okay. HMPH.

as usual, i've caused apocalypse at my yahoo/hotmail accounts, inbox filled to the max with the most unexpected emails like some weird viagra or weirdos commenting on my posts. noobshit. all the no link ones. no one has declared their love for me yet. HAHAHAHA. okay, shit, im digressing. soli la, too long never come online, abit hyper. talking about being hyper, tiatia was freaking hyper during dinner. walaoeh. cmi i tell you.

these few days have been great! unexplainable, but great! (: rugby trainings have never been so cool.

today was brown brown day? cos we had to dived and apparently coach was laughing damn hard at my dive.HAHAHAHAHA, i dunno why, she said my head and the ball bounce simultaneously. CUTE WHAT no meh? ): so i practised at one corner, and thus, the many many cuts at the elbows. and yeah. and im dead tired. *yawns.

some photos before i continue, cos this blog is kinda wordyyyyyyyyyyyy.

i know, my hair looks damn sexy at the last photo. my eyes too. too sexy for your eyes. that's why the hair covered them. HAHAHAHA. shut up lynette. teeheeheeheeheeheehee.

i just realised i've alot of bruises all over me. like big time.

yay, and again. i lub everyone! for real! :D

excuse me now, cos i need to breathe. (:

you dont know what im feeling

i dont like i dont like i dont like. >:(

you know, sometimes, i really just need someone to hug and lean on during busy moments. like a breather.

sometimes, i feel like staying in the hospital for good. or probably enter the graveyard, cos its so peaceful from the bustling city. its not that i can't keep up to the pace, but more of taking the time off to appreciate stuff around me. however, time is way too precious. everything is coming and going at a very fast pace. too fast for me to savour the good times. yet slow during the bad times.

it takes so long to climb up back. so long. too long. heart pain pain pain.

fdsfergtr

it's been more than a week!!! :O

hello earthlings. apparently, my modem died on me, without leaving me any last words or whatever will, that's why, i've been missing for the past few days. apologies. (: lucky me, i revived my previous modem, which is kinda old & stinky, but loyal. that's why im online. teeheehee, im just praying that it wont die on me, or forsake me, like how the newer one did. to think i thought it look cooler. bluek

these few days of me doing magic and vanishing from the virtual world has caused apocalypse over many places. kidding. just that me hotmail&yahoo inbox are like filled to the max from FACEBOOK & FRIENDSTER & DONT KNOW WHAT SHIT EMAILS ASKING ME TO TAKE VIAGRA. wth pls. okay. and my acct at face book, on the right side of my homepage, there's an everlasting long list of request i have to ignore/add, which i most of the time will ignore. and why am i telling you all all these?

bo link! bo link! can you imagine!? i was late for the past 2 days!? ok la, 5 minutes - 10 minutes only. BUT I SLEPT EARLY LAST NIGHT. like 1030pm(like which kid still sleeps at 1030pm?) i was still late. djsfnhyubrdnkcv

and i seriously feel that parents are the extreme and so not understanding. like big time. they only care about you physically, but never mentally. all they bother most is about money and all those shit. but they never care whether you get an award in school or you topped the class for some disgusting subject or how you feel towards certain stuff. they want it done their way and when we try to tell them that, they'll say we're rude, we're whatever shit. and anything that happens, it's always our fault, never theirs.

yala yala, tsunami happen all because of us la. can? happy?

today's a depressing day. i know that should have been right at the start of this post, but i didnt wanted to ruin your mood that's why its at the end, can!?

i just shortened lq's lifespan by like 20 years. :O

deepressing.deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepressing shit.

after tmr, i want to go do something big that will make me feel good. like cut hair or something. stupid william said that the mohawk i want isn't a mohawk but a something-hawk. make me depressed only.

im starting my studying soon. will set up a schedule and pray hard that i'll follow. and also pray hard that i'll have the mind and flesh to do every shit homework i assign myself. especially math. i can't stand it. the bloody U just had to ruin my every pass in my report slip. passed everything but MATH. math oh math. just let me marry you. so i can gain knowledge faster by spending mroe time with you although you're bored as hell. yawns.

stupid zhirong say what rely everything on his amaths at o's. in the end we share the same grade.

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

depressing.

i think i need to feel motivated and FILL my room up with motivational posters. i should go invest in some. hopefully i select the right ones. and not end up buying band t shirts. i really really want to get those band tshirts. clint! YOU PROMISED OKAY. penin.

for now, it'll be pw, and band tees intense study. yes.

i dont want to be distracted. i think i'll pluck off my modem and ask my mom to safe keep. HAHAAH.

hello lq the mushroombread!

wintercleaning

time check: 9.57pm

i'm like clearing up the stuff in my room cos my mom thinks its messy(but i can't really see the messiness though). and i realised that i have so many bottles of prickly heat powder. like 4 of them. and 3 dettol powder. the terror. i never knew i was a prickly heat fan, yo.

nontheless, i'm like bloggin when my mom has left my room. and of course i'll zoom back to springclean(may i say, winterclean) when i hear her footsteps approaching, which means she's back to spy on me. heh! shit, i'm damn multi talented. HEH! *snickers.

while springcleaning my cupboard, i found many girly stuff. i never knew i was this feminine. HAHA. or maybe my mom bought it and i chucked it there, which i think would be more of the case.

went to the hospital for some checkups! and my mom dragged me & my dad to the pharmacy to get some stuff. and apparently the 'stuff' were meant for me. she bought me sunblocks. yay. sunblocks. whereas i was more interested in the knee guard, and the shoe powder, and the toothbrushes.. of all stuff, she bought me sunblock. face & body. but okay la, quite fun. i hope my interest in applying stuff onto my body doesn't wear off. i mean, it can be quite fun.. you know? HAHAHAHA.

and i think my mom's next mission would be to remove my freckles. i'll protect my freckles at the cost of my life. i think freckles are nice. of course, i didnt wanted them intentionally, i mean, its like since you've got them, and it looks cool, why not right!? AHYO MOM!

and and and, i think the hospital is mad. they gave me an a4 size receipt for a packet of ribena pastilles. WASTE PAPER. apple store also i tell you. i bought pocket casing and they gave me an a4 size receipt. waster paper waste paper!

time check: 1025pm

see eye pee

i'll go with tylvia's idea on doing cip.

but first, i think i would need a job first. like big time. i foresee myself being broke next year. and i would also be getting a new best friend. which is, ART FRIEND.

art friend would literally become my bestest friend in no time.

oh yes. i foresee myself being broke next year. even with work, i still think i'll be broke. you'll seldom see me in the canteen, or cafes anymore. no, not even near the SAC. that's too near the canteen. tad too near. too risky, cannot.

cynthia was promoting some product from the company she's currently working for. interesting i might say. she even promoted the job as well. it sounds like good pay, but it isn't really my cup of tea. i don't like the idea of promoting products to people. cos seriously, most of them are pretty much screwed up people with way screwed up attitude i tell you. and its either i screw them and get screwed, or i'll just join and get influenced by their screwed attitude and be like one of them. no way. no.

meeting up to celebrate pseng's birthday. i think guys will be guys, no matter what. you can't really compare guys with girls in terms of sensitivity, unless in exceptional cases. (you know..) we can't really meet up if there's no birthday celebrations. okay, in short, we only meet at someones birthday. it's like a routine, a rule. that we can only meet up during one of our friends birthday. that's the only time when we can really hang out and chill together. other than that, we don't even talk to each other on msn, or whatever shit. we don't know much about one another anymore. what ppk, dolyce, all these are foreign names to me. since you're the one telling the story, do you mind introducing the characters first? every book has an introduction. if i tell you, im in love with gilbert, you know what crap am i talking about anot? no right? and than you'll blame me. saying that i won't wanna share with you all my new guy gilbert. yada yada. well, gilbert, IS A RUGBY BALL. so, its like yada yada, the same old stuff again. and i bet if we were to talk about this face to face, we'll probably screw things more. shit la. o levels was never a good step to take.

forget it. just take that whatever you've seen above are all just bull.

i think i need to buy those dance dance revolution mat and play at home to relieve such tpe of stress. like big time.

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